when i reached the doorstep of home, the happiness i felt during training and in the train home with nasima just got itself out of me. i felt all so moody, without any particular reason :/

but thanks to hakim's call, i kinda feel okay already. i guess,what i lack in this home is the conversation between my family members. ESPECIALLY on thursdays. when i reached home, abah wasnt around. he already left for his religious class. my mom was eating her dinner. then after prayers, she left for work. older sister too old to talk to. younger sister too young to talk to. maid, too old to talk to also. brother, the perfect one and the only one whom i can go to talk and cheer myself up. and now he's gone. school.
as i said, he called. wanted to talk to abah. he forgot that abah wasnt around at home. he wanted to put down the phone. but i insisted on talking with him. i was bored. there was nothing to do online, no homeworks. well,there is this math homework. and i just realized that we CAN log into mlg. as in...there WAS the link for 2s2:/ so means that i HAVE to do math hw):

ANYWAY, training today was kinda fine. yeahp. i just dont know what changed my mood. going out tomorrow. yeeps(: